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CONSEQUENCES



We were simple little towns people. We weren’t prepared for her. Her name was Consequences, bold girl, she was, and beautiful. She was tall, with long straight hair and small eyes like slits in her face with gray peeping out. Her lips carried a strange smile, as if it was an attachment or something. She always stood akilter, never straight. And anything she said, which was very little, made no sense to the rest of us. She lived in her own world, like a fog. I remember, while growing up she was in my class at school. Weird. She did strange things even then. She had no shame. She’d walk right up and pull your hair, if she wanted to. No explanation. Then she’d just walk away.

When they found Mr. Miller, dead in his garage and Mrs. Miller no where around, probably off with her lover again, who was there? Consequences. And when Sara Crawford fell out of the tree and broke her spine, while running from her mother’s abuse with the electric cord, because she had spilled the sugar; who just happened to be passing by and stopped? Consequences. She always showed up at the oddest times. Just standing there in her slanted stand with flashes of gray peeping out of the slits she used for eyes.

Then one night I was awakened out of my sleep. I thought I had left the T.V. on but I checked, it was off. My room was lit by some kind of light shining from the street. I smelled smoke and I could hear a low moaning.
“My God,” I whispered to myself. “Somebody’s house must be on fire”. I hurried out of bed stubbing my toe on the night table. Hopping over to the window, I peeped out of the venetian blinds. To my amazement, I saw a group of people, the town’s people. They were carrying torches and Mayor Bradley was in front like he was the leader. They were chanting something and a chill went down my spine. I gasped in disbelief, as the light from the torches reflected the anger and hate that gleamed in their eyes. But when I spotted Reverend Blocker in the crowd and Mother Hannah who had opened her home as a shelter for wayward transient people, I knew this was more than serious, this was desperate. They were closer now. I could make out what they were saying. The words fired out like missiles,
“Kill Consequences, kill Consequences”. But Consequences hadn’t arrived....Yet.



SAVED


Like a Prisoner with
a life sentence in the hole
I was held captive
Satan had my soul

In the dark I groped
no image of myself
fear taking away my breath
paranoid with the
loneliness of death

ungroomed with over grown burdens
sores erupting blisters forming
I stank with the stench of sin
soiled beyond recognition

When others regarded me from a distance
Jesus embraced me in his arms
He took His blood and washed my existence
and with His gentleness uncovered my brilliance

He scoured me with His mercy
made me smoother than ivory
He scrubbed with His grace
removing guilt’s debris

He doused me in His peace
made me lighter than frost
He soaked me in His joy
in His love I get lost

He dipped me in His Image
I emerged more elegant than pearls
He drenched me in His light
flung darkness away
in a huge hurl

He blanched me in His spirit
snatched me from death row
He washed me in His blood
made me whiter than snow


  
 

 DREAMER


God gave me a dream
put it in my soul
He gave me the talent
to carry it out bold

gave me the desire
to make it occur
gave me the will
but sometimes it’s a blur

when I lose track
of God’s promise for me
I get lost in worldly possibilities

taking things into my own hands
desperate to understand
starting, stopping ,starting again
makes me tired ready to give in

putting them on a back burner
I thought wasn’t a crime
doing something easier
that took less time

forgetting the author, the dream maker
he who brings things to past
would work through me with an anointing
causing my dreams to be surpassed

now unto him who is able to
do exceedingly above and beyond
what we could ask or think
putting doubt and fear
out of sync

I relinquish my feelings
my thoughts, my fears
I surrender myself
wholeheartedly in tears

I realize my dreams are not my own
but your divine will for me
on loan

 


THE VIOLENT TAKETH BY FORCE

The Bible says
that the kingdom of heaven suffer
violence
and the violent taketh by force

who are the violent?
and what are they taking?

they’re blood washed people
turned warriors
against the forces of evil

confident through the blood of Jesus
equipped for warfare against the wiles of devil
overcomers by the word of their testimonies

snatching back promises
snatching back visions
snatching back destinies
executing a holy massacre

who are the violent?
and what are they taking?

They’re ordinary Moms and Pops
turned extraordinary soldiers of the cross

deliberate in their strategy
pointed in their decision
dangerous in their prayer life
concentrated in their faith walk
like a spiritual repo man

repossessing dreams
repossessing joy
repossessing peace
motivated and led by the Spirit

who are the violent?
and what are they taking?

They’re everyday young people
turned mighty knights of God

fierce in their knowledge of the Word
vigorous in their spirit of agreement
furious in their stand for Christ

taking back purity
taking back creativity
taking back strength
walking steadfast in the light of the Word

who are the violent?

you and I
who were called from darkness
now live in the marvelous light

we are the violent
and we have the power
through Jesus Christ our Lord!